Ambitions - Losing Control lyrics

Just another patron Watching this unfold Holding onto senses Tracing empty walls How much can I take? Counting every breath LOSING CONTROL There's no connection No greater cause No perfect meaning Just superficial laws How much can I take? Counting every breath LOSING CONTROL LOSING CONTROL of my life No matter what happens now, it won't be the same Denounce reality, frame by frame I've seen the lies that stem from it I've seen the contradiction The truth arranged in mirroring Condemned by contemplation My whole life changed in that one pivitol moment Now i refuse to look back. "Throughout the whole absurd life I'd lived, a dark wind had been rising toward me from somewhere deep in my future... It was as if I had waiting all this time for this moment and for the first light of this dawn to be vindicated."