Ambient Vale - Vantablack Heart lyrics

I never try to depend on you, or anyone Even my shadow leaves me in darkness I'm tired of trying to be stronger than I feel It's time to remember what it's like to feel alive I hate this feeling Like I'm here, but I'm not In this blackness, I'll have to rot I hate this feeling Like someone cares, but they don't I'm lying to myself I don't belong here, I don't belong anywhere When I'm lost and alone And I'm sinking like a stone I'll know forever that I'm alone I'll never experience the wonders of life again Leave me in the dark Hidden underneath the curtain of my shadow Hidden behind the pain and the sorrow I pulled out the knife from my chest There was nothing there that bled My heart was frozen stiff Cold, frozen by the coldness of the world I know it's inevitable, that I'll live alone forever I'm falling apart, and nobody knows I have nobody to trust, no one to talk to And I'm here all alone I sing when I'm alone I dance with my emotion when I'm upset I paint the walls with tears when I'm sad I paint the walls with blood when I'm mad And when I fear what they think of me from the outside I bottle up all the fear inside And try to stay in this life I call hell This life that is a lie