Ambient Vale - Dirt lyrics

I'm never going back now I'm never going back, no Why won't you say somethin' to me? I know you had all the right words to say Give me back my true face I want you to see me as a disgrace Give me back the lies, I'll give them tonight To the ones that've been holding me down all my life I tried to be myself But you're always with someone else I didn't want to be alone But now I think I had it all wrong You keep pushing me down Down into the dirt You keep walking all over me You're pushing me to the dirt Oh no, here we go I'm lettin' go of all my hope I don't wanna grow I don't wanna grow old and lose all my hope There, I said it, so now you know I tried to be myself But you're always with someone else I tried to let you know But you didn't even wanna know You keep pushing me down Down into the ground Maybe my stench will help me be found