Ambient Vale - Grim lyrics

Wake up Put a mask on everyday Don't want people to see our true face I'm afraid of the light But I despise the dark Where's the essence in between I'm falling on my knees Can't you see? I need help I'm hopeless, I'm worthless My enemies always come back to me Make it end, make it stop I'm pleading you I need an escape from this life But I don't wanna die What do I do? I've worn a mask for so long They just don't understand How I fear life But I even fear d**h Do they care, do they understand? They probably don't Help me see Why I'm meant to go through with this suffering The aching, the agony The desperation from my infatuation With the one that I need The one who can't see me through So help me take a bullet to my head But wait! I don't wanna die I don't wanna live I can't live I can't die Not now, not ever Not until I'm ready to die Which is probably never