Ambient Vale - Chemicals & Nooses lyrics

Here comes the pain again I'm not the same when I'm struggling Oh, the suffering is unbearable It's incurable Let me have a taste of your sweet lips Just for once Just for once, I want to feel your touch I'll take this rope Find a place Where no one can see my ugly face And I'll hang upon My shame, my heartbreaks, and my pain I'll end it all tonight I was alone In my own world Full of anguish Full of emptiness All I could do was think I'd think of d**h, and what's the meaning? No matter how many pills I take I can't satisfy the craving I guess I'll always be alone Cause no one can take me And even I can't handle me So save me from this mess Or else I'll end my life tonight I've never had “the one” I've never had love I've only felt it But then they would crush it I shouldn't be living like this I can't live like this Don't ask for forgiveness I won't forgive you Don't say you're sorry I know you don't really mean it