Ambient Vale - Curse lyrics

This is what I am This is what I am This is what I've become This is where I stand This is where I will stay I can never cross the barrier That leads to the man that they said I would become I knew since the day I turned twelve This pain of loneliness I always felt Was because I always lost the love I felt Every single one left me with this broken heart Father, when you told me where to go You never even mentioned this part This is what I am This is where I stand Left me with the curse of a broken heart This is where I'll go It's hard enough to grow Knowing it'll always end with a torn heart Maybe I know deep down That I'll meet the one But what if what I think now is true? Then I'll be alone forever Living in solitude, trying to fit in society Laying in the creeping sheets of the night Dreaming of being in someone's arms for the night As I fall asleep, I always imagined the joy The joy of being a happy boy Instead of being used as a toy The strings of my heart are always being pulled Just to be snapped apart My heart is dropped to the floor, left in the dark I'll never see the end of this curse And the beginning of my life