Ambient Vale - Breaking The Seventh Seal lyrics

I feel so drained From this lifestyle I'm thinking about getting out now But you'd have to push me, oh Lord You'll have to push me, to the edge I've grown so attached to this toxin But I can't recall not ever liking it But I hate it, too So what do I do? I don't want to die, but I I can't see the light If you're above Give me a sign that you'll save me Lend me your hand Raise me up out of this world Above the oncoming flames Torment and disaster await me But only if I stay here I can't listen to them, I must ignore them I gotta keep my eye on the ball And get my head out of the clouds Out of this pain and anguish Cause I know Yeah, I know That you can save me Only you can save me But they still go on It's like they can't see through this darkness Make me a light that can shine through All the pain and the lies