Ambient Vale - Painful Thoughts lyrics

When I woke up today All the fear rushed in All my thoughts of the day Have left me wallowing in dismay Once again It's always the same thing I'll say what I want Don't care what you do Cause only I should care what I do It's my choice, my life And I know I'll change eventually Just not right now Even writing these words All these ideas, they clutter my mind My thoughts always get the best of me Everything in my head is out to get me And it puts that blame on everyone around me Life is too mundane Pester me more and I'll snap These tears hold more than sorrow Dig deep into them and find the rage