Amani Barnes - No Chat Diaries #Day6 (Evening) lyrics

I've spent the last two days trying to focus my mind on coming up with a solution, however to no avail… As the fear of the possibility that things will stay this way haunts me, I am also afraid that I have grown accustomed to the whitehat lifestyle yet again… I've returned to the more active habit of accessing the forums that I used to once perpetuate… Though my discontent with the quality of newer users' sense of humor in the forums still remains, I have found a niche yet again, and grown used to the way things are… This is terrible, each day I think of what new slang, fads, or conversations I must be missing and becoming ignorant of in my absence from chat… The weather is much more enjoyable……. Oh god………