Amanda Ghost - Idol lyrics

i can see it I can feel it rushing in my veins I don't like it I don't hide it See it in my face But i don't want to wait For i have lost my faith Chorus: Why can't i find myself an idol? Somebody that i can look up to Be big enough to hold me close in their arms And never let me down And all these stupid conversations That always seem to lead to nowhere Thery're going 'round and 'round and round in my head And they'll be back again. They're coming back again It's not fair how I still care now We were always alone. Honesty and modesty Will never find my home But i will never say When i have lost my way (repeat chorus) You take it You take it And throw it away