AM PM (Aaron Mack) - Diary Of A f** n***a lyrics

Verse: This is my diary of shame This is my pain Caught between tryna be that n***a and being lame Cuz you started smelling yourself like some's musty in the room And you checking your arm pit to make sure that it isn't you But you remembered your deoderant I done got cuter and flyer since getting older and Muscles (mussels) make the hoes clam up Music had a n***a balling screaming AND1 That's life with no money and no responsibilities Life on the edge falling off is a possibility Wrong decisions had me feel I was a realer me Listen to my lyrics tell me are you feeling me This is my diary of shame This is my pain Being my close friend was not always safe There was a time when I would take any and everybody's woman Friend or foe, it ain't my fault if your girl want me Talking to a girl just for giving up the a** Then I go and hit her friend if she ain't really tryna smash Eventually I ain't even have to lie to get em Crazy I ain't even have to lie to get em but Me and my n***as hit the party like some alpha males No greek letters And oh we fresher And all the guys the girls tell no be jealous Now they looking extra man OH be jealous Hook: I got the devil in my soul I ain't seen heaven in so long I got the devil in my soul I ain't seen heaven I ain't seen heaven nah Verse: I did you dirty Hurting you hurt me Sorry for who I was and I know that you ain't deserve it So many times you came over hanging out at my place We chilling like we just homies then kiss all over the place You was the cutest I was young and foolish You was the truth and thick and liked my music But I couldn't see all of the damage I was doing When I hit it raw and then never talked to you again f**ed up the moment I took off the condom You keep on texting but I'm not responding I guess you gave up and then closed the curtains We meet again but I'm a legless serpent Smile in my face but you knew that I was worthless Really the sh** that had made it even worse is I had did all that and made you not a virgin f** n***a took your virginity then dessert you