Alucard (BE) - Cold lyrics

Looking for a meaning To this deep craving I thought you could be the one For me Reflecting my feelings Kissing all this pain way Outside of me And every time, your body's next to time Then I know why I'm so cold inside Your pretty eyes, can't read into mine Your pretty smile, won't understand why I die inside You don't wanna see more What are you living for? You seem just like a pawn in chess To me Don't be so blind To all those things you could find If only you'd mind