Altars - Scum lyrics

I have been brought to understand the concept of right and wrong My actions have betrayed me I have been brought to overcome the desire to sink myself My own thoughts have condemned me My own thoughts have condemned me And I have fought against my thoughts my needs my wants And I have fought against my thoughts my needs my wants My hands are wringing my neck I am sick of the finger being pointed at the world This constant fight is not with You But with the body I'm in And this body is fighting back And surfacing from within We will never find some peace of mind through the perfection that we seek This grace shines brightest When I'm on my knees and at my weakest point I am the scum of the Earth And I am redeemed Good God I deserve nothing I am the scum of the Earth I deserve nothing I am nothing