Altars - Montreal lyrics

Look at me I can not seem To hold my own Now let's watch me fall apart Turn me around Turn me around I feel my own mind breaking down I'm looking back and behind me It's normal to be scared of what the future holds But it's the past that's keeping me from letting go I'm terrified of the things I could have changed And the words I never said Sometimes I think and wonder why regretful scenes Constantly run through my head I'm terrified My mind is taking me back To how it all used to be And all I want And all I wanted from this Is for my mind to be free I've been running and hiding from what I used to be What am I to do with this shame and guilt God am I diseased? I've been running and hiding from what I used to be I have no way of going back to change If only I had seen Turn me around turn me around I feel my own mind breaking down I'm looking back and behind me It's normal to be scared of what the future holds But it's the past that's keeping me from letting go I'm terrified of the things I could have changed And the words I never said Sometimes I think and wonder why regretful scenes Constantly run through my head It's not the end