Altar - A Message From The Grave lyrics

So many things I wanted to do So many times I wished I said The words you want to hear But they never appeared in my mind All my life I've been dragged Between the feelings I never felt I know that this is wrong I can't take this anymore I feel - that my last time is here I paint the wall with my brain My feelings for you is strong But the words is so far away The tombs in my mind is filled With emotions I buried deep I cry alone and in pain I give my last thoughts to you I hope you'll not miss me When I'm dead and gone I let you see - the truth of who I am A fake - a joke of mankind My journey has begun A trip from mother earth Hope the angels will receive me Or I fall down to hell A rope round my neck A chair under my feet I take the last step To reach eternity All my life I've been dragged Between the feelings I never felt