Altar Of Betelgeuze - Out of Control lyrics

I'm waking up yet again While feeling the weight of the world sitting on my shoulders Hearing it well, the clock will tick A feeling that builds up and never lets alone Lacerated thoughts Lungs proceed on overdrive The system overloads My thoughts begin to wander around Nobody must feel it like the state I'm in In desperation I search for a repair Like for a machine There must be an answer A cure that would set one free The chains were imposed and cannot be seen The limited ability To control movement Heart beats are slowing down Agonized thoughts that swirl Nobody must feel it like the state I'm in Down to the wire Things get postponed every time A spell with an effect to be whole again Or a conjuring to deepen the agony The destination is again toward unknown I'm spinning out of control It might get better the day after day No progress in sight Although, at least I tried I'm waking up yet again Hearing it well, the clock will tick My thoughts begin to wander around Nobody must feel it like the state I'm in