Alta View - Short Leash lyrics

If the past two months have taught me anything it's to never wait for good luck though I've rolled with the punches resilience is nothing when up against failures from my mistakes I don't wanna feel responsible in a world that wasn't made for me at all, at all Security makes me restless being away makes miss what's at home should I feel guilty for being this selfish when I know you have less time to loan (I'm gone) now I can see through clearing sky's (right through this, right through this) but I'm not there yet This twelve hour drive still isn't far enough to put behind everything I thought I knew when I thought I could make you proud of me too I was so naive never listened to what was true maybe someday I'll grow up, I just don't want to You'd think something's out to get me (get me) cause I can't get through one week used to think I could do anything (anything) now I can't get on my feet I didn't know (I didn't know) it was so cut throat (cut throat) I didn't know I'd go this crazy on my own I didn't know