Already A Thief - A Gust And A Chill lyrics

[Hook] [Verse 1: Already A Thief] Raised up in the burbs of chi town Illinois I'm sick of noise and f**boys Get the f** out before I get annoyed Just a poor boy in a rich town got a ghetto house When I look around it gets me pissed So I raise a fist to this cold wind in this freezing winter Oh here we go again I'm just getting sicker The rich getting richer Why do I live here? Drink one more time just to f** up my liver Every f**ing day I'm hoping for the best Expecting the worst This pain in my chest Goddamn it f**ing hurts I feel like I'm cursed I could just curse I could just scream I got no one on my team It's the world against me God I'm begging please What do you have against me? [Hook] [Bridge: Already A Thief] Every day when I'm sitting on the couch Thinking to myself that I have life so f**ing difficult I just tell myself this… [Verse 2: Already A Thief] I hate my life and everything about it I hate my friends, I hate my dog, I hate my brother Hate my sisters, hate my mom, and hate my dad But really after saying all of that I only hate myself And nobody can help this feeling that I have My heart is breaking right in half But really whose fault is that? My parents divorced and that was that I've been forced to live in Hell I have remorse for being born And it's the worst when I am scorned I wanna pick up this f**ing sword Pierce it through my heart just to watch the blood and gore As it spills and keeps on pouring I look up the skies are gray And the rain just keeps on pouring Above my head its storming I can't escape the f**in' rain I can't escape the f**in' pain My existence is a stain So what's the point for me to stay? [Hook] [Verse 3: Already A Thief] People always tell me how much they f**ing care But when it matters they only stand and stare When I'm walking through the hallways People give me f**in' glares And they judge for what I wear Or the j**elry in my ear So go ahead I dare you to say it to my face Instead of over there Where you brace yourself from fear So protect yourself from this... The words from my mouth hurt more than a fist But even more than that Try cutting on the wrist And listen to this... The pain isn't from the skin It's what the scars represent. It's the emotion The anger that is pent from being broken You can't control it You don't know sh** you stupid rich kid I know you're ignorant It was the way you were raised Up in Barrington Just listen to what I say 'fore you do it a-f**in-gain You don't know the repercussions Who it hurts or even worse Who it k**s and who it scars Sticks and stones may break my bones But so do f**in' words Words are just words that dig to my heart [Hook]