AlphaBrownMusic - Psycholing lyrics

{Sample} Dr Rangan Chatterjee {Verse 1} - Alpha Brown Maybe I imagine because I don't enjoy reality The fantasy of fiction is my way to feel what others see In characters find empathy, attracted to adversity Jekyll and Hyde inside of me and the chemistry is breaking free I’ve been Psycholing through life Recycling the psycho of old times No reason to these rhymes, reminiscing of gone-bys I pan this left and right just to show you what it feels like I'm tryna find my balance on this bike And a path that I can ride, environment alive With no clouds in the sky But, my mind missеs signs all the time of declinе The chain halts to a grind and I'm left with my thumb sticking out for a ride Been broken half my life, now I’m broke half the time Cause the climbs always harder than the other side Maybe my therapist was right Maybe pain is a disguise to survive And I should put my life on these lines Give my curse to the blessing of the mic Never happy what I write But I'm happy having written That's a subtle difference It's the rod that makes the vision I pedal down can*ls see young men, no fishing They're jus' tryna find the great in grey Britain Sample Dr Rangan Chatterjee Verse 2 Now I'm back in the garage of the shirt-tie mechanic Who don't fix but manage, and on no search for answers To my psychosomatic Illmatic lymphatic patterns They don’t see my callus cracking on these handlebars Going nowhere-fast on this cycle path built for cars These sparks that they mark, on my arms, leave me scarred Whole greater than its parts, think the West missed that class Self-discharged, in the dark, avant-garde Hoping not to break my Bar line I think that stabilisers lie Making kids think that they can bike But you don’t learn how to ride Until the wheels come off I've been Psycholing at night, circling my mind Replaying all my records of my traumas as a child Roads quiet at this time, under circa headlight Needle on this vinyl injecting medicine tonight Poetry in motion First stage of healing, found the reason that I’m broken Second stage on-going, all my hope into this opus Conscious movement of emotion either Drunk on the rain, or high in the mundane Discovering new trails on the right-side of my brain Maybe I'm imbalanced so that I can educate Teach my lessons to the people lost in hopeless search for change Sample Dr Rangan Chatterjee