Alpha - Surely lyrics

Surely you know what i’ve been dying to say God knows it’s hard When you’re not here i can pour out my heart The words just come But timing isn’t my best point I miss the boat Too scared to spit it out I keep the lump in my throat For crying out loud What’s the worst that can happen Maybe i’ll die Maybe my life will begin But sometimes even the best lines are misconstrued At times i’m eloquent Though not in front of you I could keep it so quiet Never tell you my secret Living a lie I yell inside Timing isn’t my best point I miss the boat Too scared to spit it out Kept the lump in my throat For crying out loud What’s the worst that can happen Maybe i’ll die Maybe my life starts here Surely you know what i’ve been dying to say