Alpha Wolf - DarkSoul. lyrics

I was born sick and diseased I'm better off dead Demented thoughts that f**ing run through my head A f**ing dark soul is inside of me And it forced me down the path of insanity I try to tell myself that everything will be okay But malignant thoughts and hopeless feelings They just won't go away I'm f**ing sick When the f** will this end? I'm a victim of the madness that's inside my head I'm stuck in this hell that was once my own Now it's crawling with shadows and I'm not so alone I'll always be bound to a life that I disown A cursed life of sickness is all I've ever known The darkness inside me is always lurking around I fall to my knees as I f**ing break down Seems like suicide is the only option now Hanging by my neck is how my body will be found My f**ing d**h has been the thing I've wanted most As I choke, I see the reflection of my ghost You're the reason I am this way Tormenting voices and all the things that they say You're the reason why my life is so grey and I can't f**ing go on living this way Around my neck are the ties that bind A life with reason is something I can't find Watch me die.