Alove For Enemies - My Days Are Vanity lyrics

My tongue has grown heavy, with the things I cannot say Lost in this world of blue, black, and grey, I've tasted hell, as it came for me Should I live or die, I can't decide, contemplating my life, as I think about the end Should I take it all away from myself, saving me from all this pain and decit My heart will fall from the sky and shatter on the ground, shards of blood will pour out, into this letter Should I live or die, I can't decide, contemplating my life, should I end it all myself Taking it all away from me, and save myself from this bitterness and pain My heart will fall from the sky and shatter on the ground, shards of blood will pour out, into this letter, that I leave behind telling the reasons why I chose To hide, hide in d**h, wrap myself up in this darkness and cold There's no turning back, holding your breath, waving goodbye There's no turning back, holding your breath, waving goodbye again