ALOKE - Brainstem lyrics

Living in a dream, shall I say (???) Can I feel the ground having any ladder Stem is broken brain, country's falling ill It's a mad expression for a lonely (???) Let the yellow fur, let the bright be one (???) always making (???) Never tell yourself you're a lonely man Lonely in its soul, happy in its head (???), you are really know (???) tring make me So how do I exist? Who broke my heart? (???) (???), you are really know (???) try to make me So how do I exist? Who broke my heart? Why (???) and (???) All these things've been done and I've been black before I've been blue before, not a (???) Cause in a moment's lapse I could lose my voice I can lose my head, you can lose your joy (???) faith, (???) door Opening for me, never been before Now I only one, what I never had Now I only one, what I always had (???), you are really know (???) try to make me So how do I exist? Who broke my heart? (???) Why ask? (???)