ALOKE - Wilhelmina lyrics

Wilhelmina, you don't know, but lately I've been moving slow But you don't the half, cause my heart broke And I've been thinking how it would be nice if we may find some paradise Where we could get lost and spend some time And in my (???) It used to be, it used to be all wrong And in my (???) It used to be, it used to be all wrong Wilhelmina, I am staring at the window from the (???) And I don't see the sun, cause my (???) And I've been thinking all my life whether to run or just hide And you don't know the half, but it scares me And in my (???) It used to be, it used to be all wrong And in my (???) It used to be, it used to be all wrong