Locked down and alienated Confused and complicated Now it seems you still have my heart Shot down and unaccepted Sometimes i get the feeling everything was finished from the start But I'm scared of what I'll find The search for answers just keeps going nowhere All I know is that its k**ing me inside As I raise this final bottle to the sky Here's to promises that die Here's to all the nights we've said our last goodbyes As we burned another day off all our lives Here's to memories that will fade, like the photographs that scream of better days It's all weighing on my mind Knocked down and devastated Refused and understated Now I see how you stole my heart Now I'm forced to breathe without you Sometimes I get the feeling everything is tearing us apart But I'm scared of what I'll find The search for answers just keeps going nowhere All I know is that its k**ing me inside As I raise this final bottle to the sky Here's to promises that die Here's to all the nights we've said our last goodbyes As we burned another day off all our lives Here's to memories that will fade, like the photographs that scream of better days It's all weighing on my mind But I'm scared of what I'll find The search for answers just keeps going nowhere All I know is that its k**ing me inside As I raise this final bottle to the sky Here's to promises that die Here's to all the nights we've said our last goodbyes As we burned another day off all our lives Here's to memories that will fade, like the photographs that scream of better days It's all weighing on my mind, weighing on my mind Weighing on my mind