Granted I've been a fool before But I've never felt so completely insane I know I've been here before But I never saw this for what it really was And I hope that I can get my point across I hope that I don't lie dormant in the shadows now I know that I am running as fast as I can I know thats not very fast at all I'm trying so hard to be something That I just end up being nothing at all So watch me as I stumble now Watch me smile as I hit the ground And every time that I knew the truth I would just pretend that I wasn't hiding I'd tell myself that its alright I know myself and I think thats all that matters And I hope that I can get my point across I hope that I don't lie dormant in the shadows now I know that I am running as fast as I can I know thats not very fast at all I'm trying so hard to be something That I just end up being nothing at all So watch me as I stumble now Watch me smile as I hit the ground I always expect this And I always see it coming I love it when its faltering I love it when its failing And I know that there is Most likely something wrong with that Its a part of who I am At least I think that it might be, Anyway... I'm trying so hard to be something That I just end up being nothing at all So watch me as I stumble now Watch me smile as I hit the ground I'm trying so hard to be something That I just end up being nothing at all So watch me as I stumble now Watch me smile as I hit the ground As I hit the ground Watch me smile as I hit the ground