Allison Crowe - Hold Back lyrics

A collection of truths Strategically placed A horde of mysteries and Some fears faced A raging battle under Calm and serene Often saying what I think But not often what I mean I need to see Reality so I Know that it's not just a dream And I lay my cards out For everyone But I never am quite what I seem I hold back Take hold of dares As though you're almost done As if it's the last thing that you'll ever do And I will always run because A misguided guide I am An ignorant lead I never know what I want But I'll tell you exactly what I need Verse 3 And I see you smile And it makes me nervous And while I'm laughing the truth is I don't know how to do this I have no idea of what's okay No matter who you are But you'll never get to know Because I'll never get that far