I wasn't expecting you You took me by surprise And I don't know if you can see it But it's right behind my eyes The answer to a question That I didn't know I'd asked And you know I didn't believe the tides Could wash over me so fast And I've never Seen this before And I've seen so much Oh god I wonder what it takes To understand happiness And I Am standing on the edge And I'm not afraid to fall I'm not dying I'm not hiding I am not anything at all But this time I choose to be happy You know I never believed That I could have something good Didn't think that it was possible Didn't think I could But now I'm kicking down these walls And you're tearing at these chains And I am starting to believe That I must be insane Cause I've Never seen you before And I've seen so much Oh god I wonder what it takes To understand happiness And I Am standing on the edge And I'm not afraid to fall I'm not dying I'm not hiding I am not anything at all But falling And I don't care where I land I'm falling And now I feel like I can stand Cause this time I choose to be