Allie X - Black Cloud lyrics

Do you two talk about me a lot? Since I won't talk to you I guess you have to talk to each other Must be hard having one daughter with issues When the other two have perfect temperaments Am I the black cloud Of this good Canadian hard work home Am I too sad Do I stay in bed too long? When you go into my room what are you looking for? Some clue as to where I stand Maybe she has a boyfriend You try so hard for me too find you But I can't see, I can't see you at all Am I the black cloud Of this good Canadian hard work home Am I too sad Am I untouchable? And when you hear my songs, do you hear them at all? When you listening them do know what I'm singing? I know you like the ones with the catchy tunes What about the ones about you? And when I look like this, can you see me in you? When I'm so hostile and you don't know why And I say I don't need anybody You try so hard for me to find you But I can't see, I can't see you at all Because I'm the black sheep Of this good Canadian family And I'm hard to keep from screaming And am I the black cloud? And I take on all the darkness of our home So you can be happy, and all, that you earned it And I swear that's the truth One day I hope to do the same But not now I dont know how I dont know how I dont know how