intro: they say that the harder a person has it, the harder they have to work to overcome it. I'm sure you can understand and relate to that, take it into concideration for at least right now. Verse 1: told me she gave me everything she had maybe its the world that makes me mad or the people around me that make me sad i ask my dad but he still has no answers baby can you please understand i am damaged. somehow i got this far learning to manage when everyone around me is just an addict i say its all systematic but still i am sympathetic will you stay with me tonight we can forget it if i die before i feel love ill regret it do you feel this way looked me in my eyes with a sparkle a reply it is here that i feel alone deep inside it is a void i can not hide don't know for how long forever its in a song you can tell me its ok but these nights are still long i keep on walking cause i have no place to be and now I'm at my house staring at the ceiling for eternity. Hook: staring at the ceiling from the floor theres nothing left for me to do anymore. Verse 2: the floors are my best friend the windows are next to them they provide me oxygen i always feel i am boxed in. my head on my shoes em as a pillow thank god i got him I wish I could fly away to a different place leave everything behind you see I'm in a bind and I don't know how to unwind so many peoples life's intertwine inside mine there's never any time for me to feel fine maybe you understand what's going on inside my inside my mind inside my head is the center of the universe gravitational force pulls my from the sky and knocks me off my horse I feel worse she really cared for me but I pushed her away I pushed her away but really I was hoping she would stay but she didn't we spoke through Facebook for a minute sent me a message told me good luck and have a nice day I was having a bad day but I couldn't tell any body I can't be everything to everyone so f** em but really i just wish that you were here staring at the ceiling i mean it so sincere Hook: staring at the ceiling from the floor theres nothing left for me to do anymore. Verse 3: if you were here I know you would understand my bad days come one after another i try to hold it together people think I'm doing great but who can I turn to when the world is fake no one to trust everyone hates Tell me what you want just call me on the phone I'll be here if your ever alone trust me I know what it is like to be alone staring at the ceiling when none is home