Allenym - Monster (Creatures Lie Here) lyrics

[Chorus x4: Meg and Dia] Monster How should i feel? Creatures lie here Looking through the window [Verse 1: Allenym] Eyes follow me wherever i go, i feel psycho Always wondering if they know that i know If they do they don't care, glued they just stare Talk they don't dare, the quiet i must bare Left in tears for as long as i have left in my years Overhearing the whispers not meant for my ears I brush it off, i know i shouldn't let it effect me But it does, everyday feeling more and more empty Its tempting, to just end it right here Resenting, all that i fear And as i lie here i can't help but think Why would god wanna make sure i felt the brink What did i do? did i do something wrong? I'm praying god please, don't make me suffer long I know i don't belong, take me out of this system Seems i'm the only one that makes me out as the victim I try to face the problem, but i'm to scared I always feel self conscious every time you stare How come, every time i look you turn away Or talk about me like i ain't hearing what you say And i can't figure out what it is you want from me You'll just never understand what all this does to me Looking through the window i only see a reflection But it won't look, eyes in another direction How should i feel? when i can't even look me in the eyes You try to hide, but i know how you think of me inside And how can it be lies, if its how everyone sees me? Believe me, i don't need this, i'm leaving [Chorus x5 fading: Meg and Dia] Monster How should i feel? Creatures lie here Looking through the window