i tried to an*lyze and understand rationalize and comprehend i'm trying but i'm failing now i need the common sense i've lost along the way, or never had it's obviously gone i tried to compromise and spread it thin i played the odds and lost it all i'm sinking too fast to call out you'll never hear me crying i tried to go your way, what can i say i guess i never wanted it or wanted to be the way you wanted it for me i wish i could have given it to you i guess we'll have to wait and see give me some time away and let me sleep on it i have a long life still ahead of me for now i'll start with an apology cause i admit it, i regret it now i'm on the outside of the circle i thought i'd be in go on this way i'll never make it through i'll rip a thousand parts into a million pieces, i've spread myself thin and nothing is getting done