I listen to myself sometimes And recall the things I've done These memories They plague me now I struggle with my actions These memories, have I harmed anyone? But I'm supposed to know Haunted by the memories Haunted by the pain Guilt is such a wasteful Use of my mind Haunted by the words By the person I betrayed I can't believe that I was so callous that day It withers me My memory churns The past it looms And it still burns Like skeletons Alive and well In the closet, ringing the bell Now if I can learn From things I want to forget I might rid myself Of the acts that I regret To hold on to the things I'm lucky to have Given what I've done Back That could've been the thing That brought it all Crashing down.... Crashing down on me! I will soon forget All that I remember If only to grasp a thought Of one of my better days Triumphant I sing To all who will listen They said I'd be the one Who wouldn't make the grade Well look at me now Not how I used to be I can look ahead Or can I?