All Things Bright And Beautiful - Post-Modern Love lyrics

There is within me a life of p**nography Though you'll never see the thoughts that destroy me How can this be? Are there two sides to everything? How can this be? Is no one really what they seem? I saw her walking by In her face, I saw the light Then I raped her with my mind And went home to my loving wife How can this be? What would she think If she could only see The darkness I bring with me?