All Saints - War Of Nerves lyrics

Monday on the line, when you know now's the time, to leave and be free, Whoever your destiny, when that moment arrives, world's business to the mind, and all I see is what used to be, my life could seem via memory. I don't never want to feel your pain, (ooohhhhh) wanna be ready when you call my name, (wanna be ready when you call my name) (aahhh) I don't never want to feel you fear, (ooohhh) coz every night, it feels alright, when you're near......... Battle through this war of nerves, when your life, it takes a turn, what I have is what I feel, well in my mind, you're lying here, (oooohhhhh)Feel that im holy drift, (ooohhh)Feel that im holy drift) , there's a piece of me, you know he says,(there's a piece of me, you know he says) all kinds of big stuff inside my head, (all kinds of big stuff inside my head), this stage fright in my own bed..... (this stage fright in my own bed) (aaaahhhhhh) I don't never want to feel your pain, (pain ooohhhhh) wanna be ready when you call my name, (call my nameaaaahhhhh) I don't never want to feel you fear, (fear, ooohhhhh) coz every night, it feels alright, when you're near......... Don't wanna be like a voice without words, (coz I need you here with me), Don't wanna be under this world, (Now that I, will I surress my fears?) And will I beat this war of nerves?(aaaahhhhhh) I don't never want to feel your pain, ( pain, ooohhh) wanna be ready when you call my name, (wanne be ready when you call my name aaahhh) I don't never want to feel you fear, ( pain , ooohhh) coz every night, it feels alright, when you're near......... (aahhhh) I don't never want to feel your pain, (ooohhh) when its over will I feel the same? (no, no, no, no, no, no) I don't never want to feel you fear, (ooohhh) This war of nerves that I reserve for when you're here........ (aahhhh) I don't never want to feel your pain, (ooohhhhh) I'm feeling hurt but I feel no shame (no, no, no, no, no, no) I don't never want to feel you fear, (ooohhhhh) Do I deserve these cruel words we have here?