Alireza - Kuiper's Belt lyrics

[verse 1] I don't really really need this uhh I don't even want see you go We're the odd in this sequence And I just solve for the x and o Add an e and the sums this close Lovin me when I smoke that dro Lovin you when I drop this low I only lie cuz I'm scared to know What the f**s with the lame excuses Ain't sh** guess i'm same as you I'm Finding love in the girls you knew and Finding new in this love with you I ain't really trying to fight I swear you always want my time I've Been trying to make this music and keep money on my mind Ain't no time to fall in love i'm f**ing far from being fine Contemplating suicide in every day that I'm alive I've been loving all these women as this empty shell of mine Finding purpose to this madness I feel worthless all the time [Chorus] You said you'd always hold me down But I don't want you around [verse 2] You've been looking through my phone b**h I keep that sh** to self We ain't never been together always f**ing someone well - i Guess my n***as always right cuz you had left with some else I'm just the upper to depression you just need some other help I swear to god I want to choke you watch you stab me in the neck All the words are just as empty as the love we both profess If togetherness is a fragile stable broken through a text I guess my dick wasn't enough to keep your mind and body wet I guess the oceans just a parasite that feeds on Luna's tide I guess the motions in the moon because the sun won't ever shine I guess depressions in this bottle cuz I'm lonely all the time I guess expression just as fragile cuz theres breaks in every line We're just perforated pages waiting splitting where we hide Subtle simple seams in normalcy the witness holding dimes Making quarters out of dollars I've been changing all the while But I just beg for over standings why I never crack a smile [Chorus] You said you'd always hold me down But I don't want you around