Alienation Mental - Neurotic lyrics

I´m a mournful god, aiming to cut off a little bit of your heart take a look around and you´ll smell an odour of a hammer of blood break my stone dreams and listen how the gray messenger walks throughout my house he forces his vile dictatorship to me and i feel blows that cripple my body and soul i´ve devised thousands of new d**h methods in a gray house without windows where intensly but elegantly i tear down its structures where bad repetition finally comes to a closure thanks for blind pa**ion thanks for lost time thanks for dysfunctional games thanks for emotional pain i´m a mournful god, wandening into my own isolation my soul´s purified from the plundering messenger i´m disposed of pain, yet i watch painful grief run its course i´m a happy k**er pulling the tigger and so all my ofences flow down my face like streams of filthy sludge i´m disposed of pain, yet i watch painful grief run its course i´m a happy k**er pulling the tigger