Alicia Renee - Look At Me Now lyrics

[Chorus: Alicia Renee] Who the hell do you think you are Telling me I couldn't make it this far Don't you feel dumb Don't you feel stupid I'm the truth, you should feel stupid Shawty, I'm on the prowl make mama proud Look at me now [Part 1: Filfy] I was three when I figured out the system wasn't fair Social workers took me from my mother put me into care Where I would stare out a window while sitting in a chair Thinking 'bout my family and wishing I was there When I was five my school life was a flipping joke Say I'm hyperactive tie me to the chair with skipping ropes Now I'm tied up restrained yelling let me out Then the teacher came over and sellotaped my mouth So I got angry and bit through the tape Wriggled free jumped up real quick and escaped Back then they tried to break me but made a mistake See it's not about how hard you hit it's how much you can take I'd take the pain and surround it with boarders And keep it locked away deep down in a fortress By age nine my mind has been tortured I'm having ups and downs but I'm still tryna move forward [Chorus: Alicia Renee] Who the hell do you think you are Telling me I couldn't make it this far Don't you feel dumb Don't you feel stupid I'm the truth, you should feel stupid Shawty, I'm on the prowl make mama proud Look at me now [Part 2: Filfy] I stood alone in my two shoes With nothing to lose When i was young my head was missing more than two screws So two twos by ten years old i was kicked out of two schools Abandonment issues have got me feeling confused And as I got older man the problems didn't let up This constant moving pillar to post has got me feeling fed up But I just pull myself together keep my head up They keep on knocking me down so now I've learned how to get up I took my heart and set it in stone By thirteen I had been a couple of boarding schools and mental home Although I'm trying, I'm drifting to a stressful zone They keep on asking me questions I just wanna be left alone Now I've held some blows in my time faced some hard facts Nineteen years old soul survivor of a car crash My heart stopped couldn't breath saw my life flash My souls taken over with instincts to fight back [Chorus: Alicia Renee] Who the hell do you think you are Telling me I couldn't make it this far Don't you feel dumb Don't you feel stupid I'm the truth, you should feel stupid Shawty, I'm on the prowl make mama proud Look at me now [Part 3: Filfy] Just like that I'm hearing voices tell me to breath Now I'm fighting for some air cause I ain't ready to leave My heart goes out to all the dearly deceased I hope that Mister Hicks and Mash MC are resting in peace But filfy why you telling us that Why you filling up this track with these irrelevant facts Cause I think people need to know just where the hell i be at You see I've traveled down the burning path to hell and I'm back It made me ask myself a question and the question was this "Would the world really miss you if you didn't exist?" But I'd been given a second chance I chosed the light over the dark And now I'm bringing it from the heart when i say life is a gift See what don't break me just makes me stronger And I refuse to suffer this abuse any longer See i grew up in a place of anacondas So i can spot a fake snake playing the imposter I've seen the light so I'm enlightened with wisdom This fight to save my freedoms got me fighting the system I see a new age form in the distance It's time to fight back man lets spawn a resistance A war for existence there just might be But the people are waking up so its just likely That a revolution in our time we just might see How many people out there feeling just like me [Chorus: Alicia Renee] Who the hell do you think you are Telling me I couldn't make it this far Don't you feel dumb Don't you feel stupid I'm the truth, you should feel stupid Shawty, I'm on the prowl make mama proud Look at me now