Alicia Keys - Fin.(The Next Two Are Alternates) lyrics

Well... I've realized that I'm not a k**er... but... somebody's gotta go... *chuckles lightheartedly* My hands are shaking... My heart is racing.... Faster than lightning flashes Similar scenery as stan's the screen's panning Im in the left lane on that same freeway... Nervous as hell... my beard's looking like freeway's Cuz I know this day...might be my last day.... Scared as ever I'm guilty got past mistakes Cuz if I don't make it to heaven yo I'm trapped for good Well for bad... haha guess my humor still good...... So here I am begging God for forgiveness.. Hoping he has mercy sorry this is last minute Yo I'm at my last minute..... Am I really ready to end it? Seeing bright life flashes fading back to the beginning... Baby steps adult living Kindergarten college chilling Aaliyah I gave it all and you better know I meant it.... I was wondering maybe Could I make you my baby If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy If you ask me I'm ready (Echo: I'm ready, I'm ready) If you ask me I'm ready (Echo: I'm ready, I'm ready)