Ali Tomineek - PTSD lyrics

[Intro: Tech N9ne] Uh-huh , Yup, O-K. Whatever Don't try to talk to me like you know what this is Yeah, I know I might have symptoms that are familiar to you, but.. I got this Thanks anyway.. [Hook: Tech N9ne] Don't let this eat me alive I only can see this world from the inside And I'm holding it inside Feel like I can co*k it back and let it go And nothing's making sense And I have no patience for anything So I'm going on everything Somebody get me out of here [Verse 1: Tech N9ne] You don't see what I see So how the hell you gonna stop these voices In my head, that got me awfully rocky, do you copy? Traumatized much, from homicide, what? Don't wanna flip, but mama I must be the one I trust I ain't got no friend, I ain't got no grin But I'm macho when I lock, load, and I block foes in When I stop souls in a rock, hold, I'ma drop those sins in a box so slim Inside of my nog' grows grim By heard, it goes deep I serve and go weep A verticle leap when you're alert in your sleep Was a word of a treatment, somebody murdered more peace Inside of my third it's so bleak Done so much dirt I go leap to chief [Hook: Tech N9ne] Don't let this eat me alive I only can see this world from the inside And I'm holding it inside Feel like I can co*k it back and let it go And nothing's making sense And I have no patience for anything So I'm going on everything Somebody get me out of here [Verse 2: Ali Tomineek] Okay, I hate to say it, but my brain is aching Your thoughts are decisions My noggin's a prison, I can't escape it I'm staying anxious anywhere that a stranger's face is It's way too dangerous, I think I'm safer in vacant spaces Living every single day on the edge can really go straight to your head Tossing and turning, I feel like somebody is lurking, I'm laying awake in the bed I'm hot as the furnace I'm feeling my body get nervous every time I'm taking a step Ahh, they want me taking some meds Ahh, just to take away from the stress I just dismiss it Don't need to get my fix in just to fix it Don't want to risk it cause who knows what this medicine is mixed with We've got different visions You ain't never been in this position So my dispositions dismissive when you sentence opinions Somebody please Stop me from living in my memories It's all I can see It's making me freeze like negative 180 degrees It's not a disease or a disorder My mind's just trying to reorganize I'm never too sore to fight I'm the warrior type Leave them mortified [Hook: Tech N9ne] Don't let this eat me alive I only can see this world from the inside And I'm holding it inside Feel like I can co*k it back and let it go And nothing's making sense And I have no patience for anything So I'm going on everything Somebody get me out of here