(alex)Slander - Reprogrammed lyrics

I serenade my deepest fears To coax them out their hiding spots So I can drag them into sunlight Burn them with my white hot ambitions Masochistic suspicious visions Forcing you to give a sh** When you didn't wanna f**ing listen to my b**hin' About how I hate this generation All they f**ing know is Playstation They've got no real imagination Yet I still lack the time or the patience To be forgiving all my customers, my clients and my patients I just snap, like "who the f** you think you be?" This self proclaimed prophecy He ain't the son of sh** to me I picked up the pieces you dropped jumping b**hes Just to prove your silly point And feed your immature addictions Don't mind me Keep that stupid sh** up I love watching you fall when you can't get up And I hope you got all of the attention that you wanted Because you're still no less ugly than the day that you started (Chorus) And I can't help it but that's how I'm programmed To understand that love is only real in the moment Words are the curtains we use to cover how we feel That's why I never say I love you because I know it's not real So I sweet talk my deep thoughts Just to get her dress off Like I'm observing her curves and learning what makes her burn And When the fantasy's over I just throw her away And then I wonder why she's mad when I don't call for days Like "Baby, c'mon! I thought you knew that I was using you! I thought you liked guys holding you down and abusing you!" So what if I opened her up and I exposed all that truth in her? It's not like I've got to talk to her again Because I'm through with her See how I lie to my ego to grow it stronger? Stuff that f**er full of pride until he turns into a monster Flipping sh** up in my conscience just for kicks Someone shoot this b**h Because honestly I'm sick of it Maybe if I smoke enough the demon in my head Will suffocate on the fumes of my cancer ridden tombs And when he falls from the stars I'll catch him in my arms And beat him to f**ing d**h for giving me all these scars (repeat chorus)