Alex Sawyer - Relapse lyrics

Life is shaking And I'm breaking down I make it run I'm making music And it fill me up I make it run I'm making music Wanna put me down I'm gonna run I'm making music And it fill me up Picture this scene if you will for me Small town on a broken beach Just dust on yellow gra** Light beats down it'll burn your a** And it's your master Feeling like a cast away On the deck but you ain't got a card to play For life sitting in the burning sun Gets to your mind if you don't gets going But I want off that train My head's on up again This ain't my life I can't stay here I got too much to gain My mind is up the wall But I'm not afraid at all Cos when you're diving off rock bottom Where's there left to fall? I sweat, I'm tense, I can't contain this Feeling that I'll wretch and then I'll Make my breaking pain a hopeless Cycle, But I'll not give up So I'mma take my ticket I'm heading out that door I'll see you in the city Just blink and I'll be gone Wondering, waiting Leave me, anger me Take me back from the world you twisted Why have you done this to me? Set me free, let me be Life is shaking and I'm breaking down I'm breaking down I'm breaking down I'm running through the fields hoping someone will save me (Save me, save me) I'm trying to get a deal with the devil I know (With the devil) I'm running through the fields hoping someone will find me (Can you find me?) Buying into the elite, but I'm selling my soul (My soul, my soul) You thought this life would be so good to you It should for you Provide a nightly feast of wine and food for you It's rude to you But walking with the sirens is a method for madness And now the dreams that you survived for fill this nightmare with sadness And now you see the world I know Nothing but pain to undergo And now you feel them watching you Gotta keep moving Gotta be slow The narcissists are now the people on top And the people underneath are just too busy to stop You try you fall You crave the earth and soil You try you fall You crave the earth and soil You try you fall You crave the earth and soil You try you fall You crave the earth and soil You try you fall You crave the earth and soil You try you fall You crave the earth and soil You try you fall You crave the earth and soil You try you fall You crave the earth and soil Wondering, waiting Trust is fading Take me back from the world you twisted Why have you done this to me? Free at last, free at last Let me soak in the sunlight You should have found me, couldn't find me Wish you would find me I make it run I'm making music And it fill me up I make it run I'm making music Wanna put me down I'm gonna run I'm making music Wanna fill me up I'm gonna run I'm making music Wanna fill me up I make it run I'm making music Wanna put me down I make it run I'm making music Trying to put me up