Alex Ruffin - The Dealer (Prod. Juniper Blaze) lyrics

(yup, yup, yeah) [Verse 1] I found out a couple days ago My mom got cancer and I pray she won't Leave me, leukemia took my uncle life Heart feelin like titanic when it sunk that night My father told me I should stay strong Life is everything but a video game I don't play wrong The truth is I sigh to, emotions seep through my pours I swear it I cry too Bleed like everybody else I swear I ain't pyru I swear people look over me just like I was 5'2" I try to ignore it, I feel just like norbit I put in work in this game why the hell I'm not scoring? (Hook: I deal the cards that life gives me The shoes I wear everyday youre not fitting(4x) [Verse 2] Got it bad but I know someone has it worse Got ostracised through high school that sh** hurt My brother got shot the bullet was far from nerf If he woulda died I woulda kilt somebody, no skirt I try my hardest I barely get any feedback I can't stop doing this cause I need rap My apologies, sorry I mean hip hop I can't breath like all the air stuck in a ziplock I just need someone to hear me out These women actin like birds talk like canaries mouth Came along way from that nobody Kanye said touch the sky but im no wall-e He made it seem so easy so I just float calmly I levitate to a better place where theres no zombies (Hook: I deal the cards that life gives me The shoes I wear everyday youre not fitting(4x) (im alex ruffin)