Alex Porat - ​miss sick world lyrics

[Chorus] I don't wanna be miss world (Miss world) Not in this sick world (Sick world) Where I have to fake tears when I'm laughing Smile when I'm unhappy Everybody's reaching for the crown But I don't want it [Verse 1] Try to tell myself that I'm an optimist Crying on my own, it gave me thicker skin But really in the end it feels the opposite Thinking all my friends They really wore me in like a pair of Dr. Martens [Pre-Chorus] I close my eyes And small specs of light are there dancing through my eyelids Spiralling in the middle of the night I close my eyes and I'm who I wanna be Wake up and they won't let me, let me [Chorus] I don't wanna be miss world (Miss World) Not in this sick world (Sick world) Where I have to fake tears when I'm laughing Smile when I'm unhappy Everybody clapping when I'm down Don't need to be miss world No, not in this sick world (Sick world) Where I gotta pretend that I got this When I've fu*king lost it Everybody's reaching for the crown But I don't want it [Verse 2] Everything is sunshine and daffodils They say there is a way if I have got the will But I don't want to fit in if I have to be a clone No, I don't want to fit in at all [Pre-Chorus] I close my eyes And small specs of light are there dancing through my eyelids Spiralling in the middle of the night I close my eyes and I'm who I wanna be Wake up and they won't let me, let me [Chorus] I don't wanna be miss world (Miss world) Not in this sick world (Sick world) Where I have to fake tears when I'm laughing Smile when I'm unhappy Everybody clapping when I'm down Don't need to be miss world (Miss world) No, not in this sick world (Sick world) Where I gotta pretend that I got this When I've fu*king lost it Everybody's reaching for the crown But I don't want it