Alex Lustig - Expensive Thoughts lyrics

[Verse] The sharpest tool in the shed getting dumb high Lord knows a peace of mind is hard to come by Yo ain't it crazy how he unsigned avoiding bloods**ers It would k** him to see sunrise See off some vet' sh**, ain't no rookies with the k** Certified as an adult n***a they book me as a kid And a shout out to my mom she had me since birth Ain't sh** changed cos even now she pushing for a kid Hol up I had to steal steel spoons cos I ain't come from that This kings among kings sh**, not too many come from that The judge threw the book at me, I read that sh** from front to back Chapters that my life had took and still I don't want nothing back I ain't changed I just let that sh** inspire me Mastered the pimp behind parts oh the irony Dark paths, lord forgive me Way before christmas me and mine lit up entire streets You keep ga**ing these n***as up I keep supplying heat I heard the sh** you like and you say I am sh** And they say I am sh** Anyway where the hoes like Calls some broads over for an orgy bet they all come I don't think you heard me I said orgy bet they all come On second thoughts I'm starving my distractions really on a mission 'Bout to rob the game blind, shout out to the coalition Ya'll letting anybody sign what's up its those petitions And no that ain't me hating y'all should know the symptoms Three time felon getting money now But if only god could judge me I got no convictions I don't glorify my past but i'm fit to boast When they roll the credits you gon see which people make the most You get high, the bread pop up To that here's a toast b**h [?] mad they not the ones people cheer for We on the rise they still hating, we been here before This shift is real dont think I been in this gear before It's funny how they finally hit it and think of instant millions Simmer down and hear who's hot soon as they hit their ceiling Plenty dropping that's despite all of the whips you willing Telling my ace I love the hustle like I'm [?] You can tell even in person i'm distant as hell Swear I've been busy miss called from my n***as in jail I don't only write about this sh** I lived it as well f**ing hit me on a mission not in this to fail Treating moments like [?] is what he lived in an*lyse the game and figure ways that he can get in Why you lusting women these rappers already been in? Doing nothing that stands out and everything to fit in Ash should say it all no need to ask you how you're living Once I'm in position bring the fam that's a given Tug of war with these labels he trying not to give in 'Cos creative control worth more than what they can give him You wonder why they snap on mixtapes and not on albums Most substance on one track that n***as got on albums Don't need to cover for them to know who the hottest out em Who the hottest out em Dream beyond your means that rule is cardinal Silently maneuvering, rumors don't get caught in those You know the saying, they say nothing's perfect Well except for my raps cos sh**, ain't a flaw in those I be absent at the spot and the after spot You too focused you leopard hunting he after spots I don't hate it all I see you at the top Your favorite trick is some caddy drivers they lack a lot I'm really me no presence determines how I [?] [?] Treat my soul like a gold mine been digging deep Now I'm bossed up, paint the cost but this sh** is steep Let me squeeze, we was trigger happy Still won't take nothing but a finger who think sh** sweet I got enemies got a lot of enemies Same ones hating really want to join the entity Just wanna fit in