Alex Lloyd - Special lyrics

I went walking in the dead of night You came along and turned on the lights I stumbled forward as I sometimes do My arms were open ready for you It's hard to hear you when you talk sometimes There's always something taking over my mind I know I'm crazy and I know you know I trying harder 'cause I love you so I want to be special I want to be good I want to be happy I know that I should Sometimes the truth Is hard to believe Some of us stay And some of us leave I know its hard for you to understand I'm not always who I say I am I had a friend he fell in a ditch He was afflicted by a 7 year itch I'm always blinded By the morning light I see things clearer In the dark of the night I'm really sorry for confusing you I guess its something I'll Always doz So every feeling every moment That we bottled up inside How long before we say it all And then the truth is realized I want to be special I want to be good I want to be happy I know that I should Sometimes the truth Is hard to believe Some of us stay And some of us leave I've always loved you And I always will I want you to know That I do still