Albert b. - Young The Night Is lyrics

Late nights talking to myself again Spend a couple months I think I'd probably need some help But most of y'all ain't really helping sh** Yeah, I've been minding my business And I've been lonely as f** Cause y'all ain't focus half as much As when I'm toasted and such Searching frantic for the spliff I think I'm sobering up sh**, and lately, I've been causing damage when I speak Situations getting sticky like I came without the grease And I'm just living how they raised me I'm on my hands and knees Like I'm scraping chalk on the pavement My mother, she wasn't sh** Cause she was k**ing herself as a sub for loving her kids Now I'm the one who has to suffer for this? Man I've been stuck in this sh** I'm not the one to trust somebody when I meet them Never cuffing rather f** them, then i leave them sh**, I've learned my lesson twice: I mixed tobacco with some reaper And my body got advice but it ain't awful and I need it I've been stubborn headed ever since I was a young'n There's trouble where I'm headed Ever since I was a young'n And I remember days when I was just a young'n When I make it where I'm headed No you won't be saying nothing When its feeling like this order might be missing sh**, it ain't no time for nostalgia Man, I got sh** to do When it's sunny, know I know I've got the blinds all shut I'm just trying to keep my mind off stuff Yesterday be feeling like a week ago I got issues I've been dealing with I need a smoke And I remember thinking sh** was plain and simple But now I'm feeling like some bacon off the Griddle fried, raise your middle Fingers high, now tell them all That I don't give a f** You dip your toes in the shallow While I was raking them up Bottom feeder, trying to eat Think I've been patient enough So make your exit before I make you a punk Cause I've been solo for a minute Think I know what I'm doing My mother struggled with addiction Saw my father abuse her But I'm not taking any shots That's just the way that it went [?] Or at least I make an attempt Cause I'm paying my rent 7316 is the spot While you can smell the trouble brewing I've been mixing the pot Running from my demons I'm quickest when I'm ditching the cops Man I've been stressing just to get what I've got I've been stubborn headed ever since I was a young'n There's trouble where I'm headed Ever since I was a young'n And I remember days when I was just a young'n When I make it where I'm headed No you won't be saying nothing When the summer comes around I think I'm over it If theres one thing that I know It's I ain't been knowing sh** So when its sunny know you know I got the blinds all shut And I'm just trying to keep my mind off stuff Lately no sh** with budget But opportunity cost That's more than most of y'all can say I'm feeling stupid and lost And sh** my confidence low I think I could use some applause And I'm just trying to save some room for my thoughts (so now I suppose comes the inherent f**ing grilling about how I feel about all this?) (is that why you're here?) (I don't know what to say really) (I want to prove something. I want to prove how much you're [?])