Life was hard for a n***a like me Had a million problems going on every night I couldn't hardly sleep Life was hard dawg A broke motherf**er I had nothing I had no cash Got tired of being nobody I got up off my a** Got my head on straight and stayed up on the right path Of success to the best in the race man I couldn't finish last Man I done been through so much sh** dawg I ain't never had nothing to my name man I ain't never have sh** dawg I worked my a** off for every little thing that I owned No loan from nobody got it all on my own I stayed strong for myself all alone Cause ain't nobody else care Dawg, I swear, life is so unfair Its f**ed up but you gotta keep yo chin held high Can't let nobody see you weak or let em see you cry Cause at the end of the day god goin make it okay And with his strength make all that bullsh** go away Cause no matter what man you gotta keep the faith and pray Cause you can't give up you gotta take it day by day Block out the world and listen to what god gotta say Cause he goin guide you the right way Gotta remember that you blessed, and nothing less I failed to realize that I guess But now I'm on a life long quest of success To be the best that I can be but my mind is a mess Cause I got sum stuff that I need too express get off my chest Cause if I don't then I won't progress, sleep or rest Until my d**h, so I need to talk to god right now cause I got sum stuff to confess And I gotta couple questions that I need to address like Why does life have to be so motherf**ing hard for a n***a like me When I'm working my a** off all through the week With god on my side somehow I'm still weak its like I'm 100% defeated I could use a miracle right now because I need it Cause I'm tired of dealing with bullsh**, people judging my life when they ain't even breathed it, f**ing pricks Man I swear to god man I done hit rock bottom With no way out cause I'm trapped and surrounded by all these f**ing problems And my grandparents gone so ain't nobody helping me f**ing solve em I'm all alone on this bitter a** earth Feeling like my life ain't nothing but a curse and the sh** just keep getting worse But I know that god always by my side I know I'm down beaten up and down in my pride He goin lead me to excellence and I'ma follow in his guide Look into my eyes, you goin see a brand new guy Only cause of god, he the main reason why that I survive and stride Give it my all and try Cause I know that he goin be the main one that always got me And with him rocking on my team I know that can't nothing stop me because The flame has been ignited from inside Its time for me to execute my strengths fly high and glide If it wasn't for you i would of committed suicide But its a good thing I didn't cause I got talent to utilize I'm blessed cause he really did save my life He watched over me every single day and night So thanks you, you deserve the utmost respect For making me realize that I'm many things but I'm mainly blessed. Amen!