Alastis - Existence lyrics

I force the gate to the ages to come I need to know how tomorrow will be Force the cage of time, the heaven's gates I need to believe in my destiny I look at my life, deny the obvious I need to believe in my deceptive greatness Look at the world, I find my place I need to believe in my existence Tormented with suspicions Baffled by delusions Reduced to theorize on dreams I have to keep my self-control Affected in the bottom of my heart I need to follow the way of light I need my existence However He's done shudder the boldest warriors However he's waked me with tears The thrills, frozen blood, the wind of d**h The fears, misery, the lords of evil That's Him, and I'm starting to like that Damocl?s' sword on this so precarious being I recognize His glory, devote my life to Him I'm convinced of His power and shall give blood for Him I force the gate to the ages to come I need to know how tomorrow will be Force the cage of time, the heaven's gates I need to believe in my destiny I look at my life, deny the obvious I need to believe in my deceptive greatness Look at the world, I find my place I need to believe my own existence