Alaska Highway - Aesthetic lyrics

Seeking winter I have found Something colder in my heart Hope depleting as I pa** That which falls to pretend Never effort to offend But to restrain these dreams I am having I can slip away right now Take these thoughts upon myself And like the world, I may end For there is nothing left to defend Press my face against the wall Hide my eyes so you can't see All the damage that you've done to me Palest rain that touched my face As I ran towards a cruel illusion Hold this fragile thought in vain That our future will not save us Sleeping hell that wakes for me